I'm getting stronger

Something I share with my dad is that we both like fighting, instead of a hug or a kiss playfight is basically the way I show affection. My dad tends to share his own interest in fighting with me since I’m more interested in it than my brother is.

Around two or three months ago he told me about this special martial art used by the police and the military in our country that some French man teaches, I was interested so he put me in contact, and I started classes immediately.

So obviously they were all men, I’d reckon my estrogen would keep me out of that category. The first thing they made us do was run a 3k as a “warmup” (haven’t ran since high school) then we went to sparring, I have never been in any kind of fight in my life.

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The thing is that they weren’t just men, they are highly trained men working on fields like the police force or military. And there I was, estrogenized weak creature, so fucking angry at myself.

Three months passed, I’m better, still have a long way to go tho.

I’m seeing visible process, I’m so much better at running and I have more physical force, the moves are coming more naturally to me, I’m doing shit like throwing these men on the floor and chocking them.

I’m quite happy :) I want to be better, I’ll get there.